mama was so scared last night

my darling baby,

last night mama was ever so scared! why has my belly felt so empty and hollow all of a sudden? it's a mystery, and mama still doesnt know. what i do know, is that i love you so much. i was so worried about you, my darling baby.

i had dad-dad put his head over on my belly to stuck an ear out for you. anything, any movement, any sqirming at all. i wasnt really fond of that sensation, you know. dad-dad's head isn't exactly light. you see, baby girl?

but mama was caring only for you. i can bear that bursting feeling like my belly was going to explode... i just can't bear to think if anything should happen to you.

baby doll, i love you so much. please be safe with me. and grow. please join us when and only when you're ready. although we'd very much love to have your company. i'd love it to have you get whatever you can, just stay inside me. alright?

be good. be healthy.

last night was no fun. but i learnt i really love you -- though we havent set eyes on each other yet.

see me when you're ready.

love you, mama

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